Sometimes when l wake up in the morning and l wonder whose that girl starring back at me. It’s pretty strange when l look at the changes and wonder does the real me show up when l walk out of that door. I can fool the world but can’t lie to my heart. Am l worth what l see in that secret place when it’s just me,myself and l.
Life can be a roller coaster today your displaying that go getter self and then next thing your timid side.#Reality check. The world can taste your ability to be human and kind. People will praise you today and your forgotten the next day woww what a life. Does it really matter to be kind and be mindful of that script that society puts out there for your liking? Wild thoughts arise in my mind like a game of chase every move counts. Walking on eggs shells with people surrounding you not to offend by them.
Who l am when l wake up every day of life honestly it depends on the state of my heart. I will show the world who l am l tell myself and the world has to accept me for thyself. When will my true reflection show? It’s complicated sometimes to be myself and sometimes l have to hide myself and what l believe in. I need my reflection to show who l am inside. Sometimes l want to be alone and unbothered by anything and sometimes l want to shout on top of my voice.
Who really cares l want to wear shorts and walk around my neighbourhood. But l think twice before l walk out of the house. The shorts are too tight than l change into my workout clothes. I hit the road listening to my music and walking through the streets and l meet all kinds of people. Sometimes I want to run and hide because l just want to walk without distractions from anyone.
I am weird l know..lolest There’s this uncle of mine l want to dosage everytime l walk past him he has so many questions. Please just leave me alone l have 45mins to go back and forth. 😒 I know this might sound mean and all but whose that girl in the mirror l have to be true to myself.
I have learnt to extend Grace to the people around me even when l don’t feel like it. I have been tasted by a little boy l tutor when he says something l don’t like how to l do react. Does it reflect the love of Christ in me!Love one another… Express that love to all.. and one of the ways we express love is through giving! God taught us that, He was the first example! And we follow him, he is our father!!!
What is love?? Love is not a feeling, it is not an emotion!Love is to express yourself in another person, drawing them to who you are, imparting your very life in the inside of them!!Giving is an extension of love! That’s why God has expressed himself in you!So if you are in Christ, and are not a giver, you are living in pretence and denying your identity! I want to be the reflection of my Father from the inside of me. Like l said whose that girl in the Mirror ls she the reflection of her father or the fallen state of the other. Choose your identity wisely when you look back at your reflection.
The journey to growth. 